EeEe ▪ 說✘ 最後的45分鐘 ☺

最後的45分鐘 我的農曆生日就要過了
一大早 我就沒有mood了
因為..................................

我家老大整個好人 用pizza hut 嘟我的嘴
讓我不笑都難 還帶我游了一圈
滿滿的感謝 藏在心中 =)

其實這篇文章一點重點也沒有
我只是純粹爲了打發時間而寫的
肚子痛得我直冒冷汗 干 !!!

剛才和老大去吃圓碌碌 XD
食物真的能讓我心情變好 XD

每個人都能許3個生日願望
而我的願望每年都一樣
大家身體健康 每天開心 賺大錢
從來就沒有變過 因為我只是爲了應酬你們而許的
這招對我不奏效 我也從來不信這一套
如果許的三個願望都成真 大家都長命百歲 大家都是百萬富翁了

有時候我可以很天真 但也可以很現實
我不是不懂 而是裝作不懂
如果你不清楚 就請別否定別人
我背後的故事 有多苦 你不知道 所以請別說我沒努力
我看的 做的 懂的 不會比你少
有些時候 我只是不想多事 不想麻煩

我總是一副無所謂 一副天塌下來都沒關係的樣子
我總是帶著微笑 傻傻的對你笑了又笑
我總是有用不完的活力 說不完的話題
我總是在眾人面前 很驕傲 很有自信的樣子
我總讓人嫉妒又羡慕 我總讓人又愛又恨
我可以自己打點一切 我可以自己照顧好自己
但是最近我深深的懷疑
是不是什麽都說 不會 不懂 不知道的女孩
比較容易受到男人的寵愛

或許我永遠做不到 也沒辦法做到
因為我一直以來就這麼獨立 這麼堅強
雖然有時候想要依靠一下 但最後 我還是覺得靠自己比較實際
因為我曾經這麼的依賴你 而你卻離我而去
當你信任的人離開你放開你的手時 你就會重重的摔倒在地
那有多痛 是你永遠都不會懂的
所以 我再也不把手伸向誰 再也不依賴誰
唯獨自己 我相信

過生日的 不能這麼悲哀 不然會倒楣一輩子
好吧 我睡覺去 去找我的周先生約會去 =)

輕輕的說 girl 生日快樂 =)

EeEe ▪ 說✘ 不悅 ☺

你是不是還活在石器時代
爲什麽想法可以這麼的 !@#$&*(
我不知道我哪裡有錯 也不覺得自己有錯
爲什麽總愛擺張臉給我看 ==
我沒有義務每天都要扮小丑逗你開心
更沒有義務一大早就來個數來寶讓你心情變好

全天下不是只有你一個人有煩惱
不是只有你一個人的煩惱才是煩惱
我真的不覺得為何沒事卻總愛找事煩
明明很簡單的問題 為何卻要複雜化

大家都好好的 為何卻要拉遠彼此的距離
如果是爲了想讓我嫉妒羡慕 抱歉 我不痛也不癢
你可以繼續 我不會阻止 甚至一點也不屑


常常微笑的人 才是最需要被疼愛的人 =)

EeEe ▪ 說✘ Single Life ☺

很久沒用華語寫部落格了
我的 ' 法語 ' 不懂你們聽懂嗎 ?

遠方的你們 過得好嗎 有那麼一瞬間會非常想念
想要你們替我收拾爛攤子 替我解決讓我想破頭的問題
每當我要按下撥號鍵時 我又會把手收回來
總告訴自己 既然不能阻止時間停止 那只好讓自己學會長大

有些時候會覺得很累 但下一秒我又會馬上振作
因為我知道我的微笑有多麼迷人
我不會把自己不開心的情緒表現出來 因為我知道沒人喜歡看黑臉
我每一天都盡全力的開心 每一天都充滿200倍的活力
希望我的笑聲 我的活力能夠感染我身邊的每一個人
也讓他們有好心情的一天
既然開心也是一天 不開心也是一天 那我寧可選擇讓自己開心每一天
何必要和自己過不去 是不是
哪怕是演小丑 做糗事 我都願意

你有權利不開心 有權利生氣 甚至有權利苦著一張臉
但你沒有權利因為個人情緒而影響他人
也沒有權利把你的痛苦建立在他人身上
更沒有權利拿他人整天的心情當陪葬品
世界不會繞著你在轉 時間不會爲了你停止
該怎麼選擇 在於你自己

我選擇了最簡單的生活模式
我不爭不搶不多事 因為有人爭奪就會有人失去
因為我天生怕麻煩 所以我不觸碰 不過問
我開開心心的過每一天
盡我的努力把我的樂觀和開心帶給身邊的每個人
我不爭奪不屬於我的人事物 我不要求多餘的人事物
因為我堅信 有那個一個他 真正屬於你

我一個人活的自由又自在 開心又快樂
雖然寂寞了點 半夜起身找不到一個可以聊的對象
off day找不到人陪看電影 也沒人送早餐
生病時沒有一個人熬夜照顧你 不會再有你愛聽的專屬鈴聲
不會有人在你12點后還沒到家打電話罵你
也沒有人會等你先睡等你先掛等你先下線
更沒有人會每天對你說 我愛你
除了這一些 其他都還好
一樣沒什麽改變 所以真的還好

這樣的日子 我很享受 我樂得很
放心 如果真有喜歡的 我不會放過的
只是目前為止 那個他好像還沒有出現
而我又樂在其中 也沒時間談什麽戀愛
所以不要再追問我 有沒有男朋友 是不是要求太高
== !!! == !!! == !!!

快要結束我在CMYK做工的日子了
認識了很多朋友 相處得也不錯
這讓我真的很開心 心也滿滿的
雖然也發生了一些不愉快的事 但也不幹我的事
因為不想多事 所以我都不多問
聽聽就算 笑笑就過 =)

明天是我的OFF DAY
久違了 我美麗的假日
明天要去還駕照 告訴你們 我拆P了!!!
我很開心 哈哈

我沒有太多的時間給你學會如何珍惜我
是你錯過了
我不是你說一句我愛你就會天真的奉獻我的一生
我不是你說會學會珍惜就會傻傻的一等再等
我不是你說不要了就狼狽的哭得滿臉都是
我不是你說對不起是我錯了就會心軟的回到你身邊
我不是的還很多 所以別逼我說出口

大喊一聲 單身萬歲 XD

晚安了

EeEe ▪ 說✘ Bloody Fuck ☺

Stop trying to be some one else Miss EeEe !!!
Being the one for someone who doesn't doesn't give a fuck about you , isn't worth it !!!

I am getting back my life !!! That's it !!!

Bloody Fuck !!! Don't push me till I lose my senses !!!

Am I childish ? You haven't the real childish and fucked up side of me yet !!!
So , don't talk so soon ...!!!
If you only think that you are exhausted over this fucking friendship
Then just fucking end it !!!

No matter who you are , No matter how u done for it
Please keep you mouth shut !!! It's enough ... Just watch it !!!
I never told that I am the best
So please don't show me your fucked up temper !!!
Please be more respect don't get your minds around
You`re no longer of a child !!! So please ... learn something ............

I really hate that some people said a bad word behind me
if you have any accurate ... tell me directly !!!
Don't show me your fucked up face to me !!!
I'm not a person who gonna stand you !!!
I had my Attitude ... But you don't !!!

Feeling so fucked up today !!!!!
My little white myvi had a new injuries just now =(
Heart broken ............ ing =(

Feel like to quit my job now !!!
Feel unhappy right now !!!
haiz...although my darling lydia and super laoda treat me so nicer
BUT ................!!! Seriously sucks!!!!!!
I hate that way you are .......!!! although you also not so like me too
Never Mind ...... I never ask you to like me , right !!!
So , forget it ~~~ !!!


14/8/2011 might be my last day ........................

EeEe ▪ 說✘ Fucking Pissed Off ☺

Seriously Fuck Off !!!
What an early day !!! It's gonna be a long and tiring day ==
Damn it !!! Feeling so Fucked Uppppp

Whhat a beautiful night ?? I really can't got some special tonight !!
Do you understand what I said it ? I don't actually ==
A guy really drive me crazyyyy ........... =(
Somebody please save me escape from this fucking trap !!!
I can't stand it .............................................................
By the way , I decided to give up although we have NOTHING =(

Somebody asked me , do you have boyfriend ?
I said , no ...why?
he asked , impossible !!! how could you don't have a boyfriend ?
I said , huh really so shock ? But i really don't have ==
he asked again , Which type do you prefer ?
I said , a guy can control me , a guy i will listened to him
then he asked again , sounds easy ......so do you find it ?
I said , Never say Never =)

I do not have a boyfriend , I can live alone
I can learn to be independent and be strong
In fact , I am actually .......
but ............... you really make me confuse now !!!
Seriously fuck you betul !!! =(

My dear ...... I am so sorry for begging you to forgive
Can you give me a warm hug before you disappear =(
You should know ... I need you ... RIGHT NOW =(

If you don't hold on to your boat ,
It might just be blown away by the wind ............

EeEe ▪ 說✘ Officially Missing You ☺

I miss you badly babe .......
Can`t nobody do it like you
Always control my minds...................... =(
And today I`m officially missing you

Even i don`t know you at all
Well , I wish that you would call me right now
So that i could get through to you somehow
Let you know how much I miss you

You really drive me crazy crazier.......
And then be a little closer I will say Yes babe.........

I am not willing to be deceived stupidly by you again
although you didn`t say anything
Can you say a little something to me ????????


Hey boy you`re amazing
Just the way you are
You `re beautiful in my way
Rock my world
Right Now


OFF DAY TOMORROW
[ Will you miss me ? ]

EeEe ▪ 說✘ What a Fucked up day ☺

HOT !!! Freaking weather is so hot !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still sick , exhausted ! Fucking pissed off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I can be better ???
so sick ................=(

Today is my off day , although is my off day i still woke up in the early morning
it is because i have my piano classes at 11.30am ==
what a fucked up day =(

I want to sleep all day , can I have a good rest ?
It`s gonna be a tiring and an unpleasant day for me today ! damn it !!!
I got a hunch that something bad gonna happen again !
Please don`t please don`t please don`t ..............

Somebody told me stressed up ,
life is getting much more meaningful and full of wonderful reasons for us to live
and pursue it to be better
Yea , i think that `s right !!!
Although a lot of things were very sucks , but i am still standing !
Tomorrow would be a better day ... Cheers ....................=)

Working Life is started .......... even that so fucking tired ==!
but i am happy ! Let`s get back to work tomorrow !!!
Charging ....... Loading........Preparing.........
Full energy Full power.........I can do =)

The day we met , The day I cried
I won`t forget
Maybe someday we can be more than friends
love will find us again
Time will give back the love that we shared
On the time that we borrowed
I never promise you we had a happy ending
Our hearts , Our minds ..... it will remind

I closed off from love , I didn`t need the pain
once or twice was enough all it was all in vain
time starts to pass before you know it you`re frozen
I trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt but nothing greater
than the rush that comes with your embrace
and in this world of loneliness
everybody around me thinks that I`m going crazy
but i don`t care what they say
it`s because they don`t know the truth
that i keep on closing .....................

Even that I am single but I am not AVAILABLE !!!!!!!!!
please don`t keep asking me do you have boyfriend?
or can u be my girlfriend ==
excuse me , who`re you actually ==!
Really fucking lazy to press accept friends request on facebook
no time to check who is who one by one
suddenly a lot of people add me as friend == don`t know why ==
keep press 'confirm' everyday .... all are strange people
if you`re my friends please add my 2nd account , although i rarely use ==

To someone ......... can u give me a hug =(
i need you to hold me when i fall
please tell me you `re here and never leave ............
i really need it ................ =(
A saying that goes '' Whatever that goes too fast , sure Ends fast ''
I never believed this saying all along , but i was wrong ........because i lost =(
I guess this should be the end of it ... i mean for us
It`s time that you shut the fuck up and start to realize reality !
Girl , grow up now !!! wake up soon...........!!!
Don`t be a DREAM GIRL anymore !!!
Even if i still love you .... I'm on my way =)

Let`s go bed to sleep ........ =)

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Good night world ... smile always =)